Dancing life

leaves

2011-08-09T22:48:00.000+02:00

Leafs are blown by a fresh wind.
Expressions by sheer experiences.
The tones play a tune.
So best is leaving myself to life.

Breathing life forms

2011-08-01T15:45:00.000+02:00

Long time no post....

As it feels hard to exchange in words,

here is one of my latest paintings.

Life forms,

each breath while expression is flowing and spreading wings 'cause that is all ....

Nice to meet again !

Awaremess.

2010-12-18T11:54:00.000+01:00

Seems like chaos, or is it?

Feeling is being aware.

Being aware is like a portal

entering creativity and expanding to more than I can think of.

I am more than it seems in the awaremess.

2010-08-14T11:24:00.001+02:00

Whatever I feel ,

whatever goes around,

it's just a moment.

So does it matter?

Feelings can be so electric,
worries made of stone.
And still they come and go,
so....
do they matter?

letter 'S'

2010-08-05T15:47:00.000+02:00

this is the first letter of my name

with multi-dimensional attributes

2010-05-26T22:35:00.000+02:00

walking like a model

this carrot might win the Dutch next topmodel competition

like all things in life

it's what it is as you see it like that....

2010-05-13T10:51:00.001+02:00

Long time ago, this blog went into excistence.

Breathing in and creating.

Breathing out.

For a moment there is this silence in between.

The beauty of no words, no image, no .... nothing.... showed its grandness.

Simple .

2009-10-22T16:46:00.003+02:00

moment-moving is fun

By the way,
I gave myself a new title this week:
Vision Shifter.

A Dance

2009-08-25T12:53:00.000+02:00

2009-08-10T12:10:00.003+02:00

It's more confusing to be in no-man's-land,
than it is to hang out in the defined cell of my prison.
It takes just a moment to adjust in the ethers
and ages to let go of claiming this free place as mine.

Who is there?

2009-07-28T12:42:00.002+02:00

Marisa is autor of the books:
Let's Go For A Walk; Book OnePharaoh Thutmose III
and
You Don't Have Problems, You're Just Bored! Simple Solutions for Silly Humans.

She is organisor of the Kuthumi Fest.
check out:
http://www.newenergywriting.com/kuthumifest09.html

I am proud to have contributed to this Festival.

2009-07-01T09:48:00.001+02:00

Intense
all related
all intense

Full colour

2009-06-19T10:10:00.002+02:00

Dancing the Colours of Life has an intensity we are longing for
every minute, everyday.
An expression we live every minute, everyday, simple by just living.
Seeing the horizon of new potentials,
for All that I Am is allowing to embrace.

You reflected our colours fully
Namaste Tobias, Namaste....................

2009-06-13T21:35:00.003+02:00

After a long period of really doing so many things a day,
of acting in the buzziness,
playing in doubt and human-senses and not growing tired of it.
I have this conversation with my I Am God Within.
What was I doing lately I asked me.
I answered: I never knew were I was hiding and now I have had a conscious experience of it.

Just me with me, just another day, but is it.......

2009-06-12T14:39:00.002+02:00

Strong dynamics.
A picture never expresses just the colours and forms,
always is an internal play with how live is perceived.
My love and delight is to create it myself.
So much difference in the experience of the consumer or the dance to produce it.
You'd better start to create your own !

Uni versea

2009-05-26T09:56:00.005+02:00

Movements go on and on
if I take a snapshot, it is hard to believe it looks like that.
So with this I know it is important to be conscious,
to notice and expand my awareness.
If I am living me, my movements, than I have fun in all kind of uni versea.

2009-05-21T09:39:00.002+02:00

Loving unraveling warfair.
All is playing within myself and when I surrender to the feeling,
I love it.
I am this I am , exactly every moment that what I am
Dismantling and constructing simultaniously,
I AM nothing and that what I express I am also.
I AM
..........

2009-05-16T14:59:00.002+02:00

Colours are like adornments of life.
Can you see them?
Take a serious look and discover how much more there is,
in the world around you now.

As I help people to learn to watch carefully, so they can make paintings with a more natural appearance, I know that a lot of shades are missed by most of us.
Even after years of awareness I still see more and more colours even in one shade !

Popping

2009-05-14T20:09:00.002+02:00

Like autumn, colours are circling just before the seeds pop out
Going out is the shell, the hole that seems so safe.
Facing the light when the darkness feels like freedom.
What's next when falling out of comfort?
Might be a look in the darkness, might be like war, but is it?

Impression expressed

2009-04-24T18:01:00.002+02:00

Played with coulours
water streams
a peace of tree
and a part of plastic
It's like.....
there is something.
So easy this expression thing.

2009-04-21T12:20:00.003+02:00

Relaxing in the most NOW-feelings.
Why not, why shouldn't that be the most appropriate thing to do?
O, my soul loves it when the 'plains' fall together.....

Different, really different !

2009-04-19T12:47:00.003+02:00

This picture shows different colours on the blog.
Different, really different !
As do my preconceptons about how my work will be perceived.
As do my notions about new earth spring.

Love it when I am surprised,
takes me off the hook,
gets me out of my boxes !

Dancing of Hearts

2009-04-07T10:45:00.003+02:00

The week I spend in Mallorca (Spain) was quiet rainy.
The sun was shining though in the joy of engaging with openhearted people.
Human angels dancing and laughing.
Inspiring life !
This picture expresses like multi dimensial facets in what I felt.

2009-03-01T13:37:00.002+01:00

Just light wouldn't do the trick.
Living and owning all colours , all shades in my life inspires me in a fullfilling manner.
It has a structure of guidence and pleasure.
Allowing and feeling what use to be emotions of the dark are completing me in every sense. Feeling new energies swirling from that.

2009-02-19T09:13:00.003+01:00

Feeling turbulence inside

makes me want to control myself.

Makes me want to allow distraction.

This is draining my energies.

So now I am just sitting numb, feeling as limp as a rag.

Emotions rattling, but just for a moment as I surrender to feeling it.

From here I enjoy the ride.

With that allowing new energies to come in.

Great central station.

2009-02-14T17:29:00.003+01:00

I am leading my life,
but from where am I going?
What is the place of decision?
Do I have a centre, a central station of being?
If I have, am I leading myself from that place foreward?
This is the love of my life actually,
to feel me deep and centred.
Every Now is the time to choose from that inner circle.
It's like climbing out of boxes.

A flow of Creating

2009-02-09T12:47:00.001+01:00

Amazing this new life blossoming !

Creating

2009-02-06T10:42:00.003+01:00

A friend and I are creating a big painting for a primary school.
So here lays the invitation to draw and paint children.
As we are both puting some elements on the canvas,
this will end up as a very interesting mixing of styles in the end.
I am painting this joyful couple,
while doing it,
I really feel inspired !

2009-01-23T11:16:00.001+01:00

Can you see why I love working on this painting?

2008-12-30T17:18:00.000+01:00

Staring for a moment.

2008-12-28T18:24:00.003+01:00

I feel.... just sitting here, nothing really.
When I see this picture
I really enjoy looking at it.
I live and I feel joy!
That is how easy it is to change perception about life.
So easy to change my reality.

What is in it?

2008-12-17T12:10:00.001+01:00

Just did what I did.
This is made out of it.
One of the most ugliest ever.
And I am proud not making it look more aesthetic.

What if ....

2008-12-09T12:21:00.002+01:00

This is part of a grander picture I am working on.
What if I would go out on my own, just me?
I like the idea.
But my ideas always end with sharing
and if I share there have to be others !

2008-12-05T08:34:00.001+01:00

Like I have come through,
from one side to the whole.
Like being filled with opportunities
and going whole the way.

Oil on paper

2008-12-01T09:12:00.003+01:00

With this oilbased paint on paper , it has become so interesting when held in front of a light source.
The paper feels very flexibel and on the back you can see the oil making it more transparent.
So the painting in itself might be not that interesting, it is indeed.
Sorry, you cannot experience it on the internet.
You have to do it yourself then.
But let me tell, it is so much fun to create anyway !

2008-11-21T15:46:00.002+01:00

there's no story to tell

no thing to say

2008-11-20T12:19:00.002+01:00

Like an uncontroleble spinning wave,
creating new dynamix.
Just our task,
to observe with patients.

A kind of close description of a broader perspective of life.

2008-11-12T16:30:00.002+01:00

E-scape is like a landscape.

Wondering around is nice,

until I am longing for home again.

Home-scape is like a feeling of comfort.

Comfortably feeling at home.

Holowijs means Whole Wise

2008-11-08T14:58:00.005+01:00

A year ago I started to write about how I would set up a school not just to learn mental stuff, but to evolve in expanded ways.
This concept is put out on http://www.holowijs.org/ and written in the Dutch language.Some are requesting to explain it in English.

The writings are very broad and wide angled and so I decided to put out some basics out in the English language:

Holowise schoolconcept.

The essence of learning is satisfying for children.
As a personal interest is rising, information will be absorbed.
With that discipline and building knowledge get more reason and from that the student creates a healthy learning attitude.
These are principles that form the base for the Holowise programm.

To make available an open space for every participant there is the need for a practical system.
Not just the students are forming the centre, not just the teachers and/or guides, but all that are connected are forming the centre.
The rest is is molded into a structure to serve, to facillitate the people that work with it.

By creating a movable balance there is provide savety and flexibility to expand.
Basics of the structure are formed by :

1)
4 pillars :
Attention
Connections
Possibilities
Self
The 4 pillars are visable in the whole and every aspect of the whole.
Compressed formulated in the expression of vision and core-ideas.

These pillars are inbedded in a matrix that is formed together with Holoform learning , a structure of Fases and the learning environment.
All these are created around the centre formed by the participants.

2)
Holoform Learning contains a guidingsystem to set up learning.
Based on: -gaining tools: reading, writing and calculating and mathematics.
-projects to encouradge using tools, exploring, gaining knowledge and experience
-a set of subjects based on nature, technics, shaping and self
-guidence based on a system

3)
The structure of Fases is set up to provide group settings based on the fase of development.
Fase a: the rude and playfull experience learning for the youngest.
Fase b: the way of fase a combined with the building of the writing, reading and calculating tools
Fase c: exploring further and further, combined with the use of gained skills.
Fase d: focusing study, after choosing a direction focus for further schooling or futur profession.

4)
The learning environment is build from fysical and non-fysical elements.
The building provides spaces for practical and theoretical learning. Gardens provide the link with nature. And a tutor-/guidingsystem provides borders for safety and clairity. The ‘learning to know oneself’ is offering the same from within, this one is embedded in the curriculum by the subjects of –Self,
-Self and Others
-Self and the World.

Much more were this came from.
Do you have any questions or comments, please let me know.

2008-11-04T09:05:00.003+01:00

For 3 months now we , Anita , Wessel and me - Suzanne- have created seminars called 'Treasures of Life'.
Every meeting is guided by paintings, some very facilitating humans and by Adamus and associates.
To see what came along already check out , by clicking on the dates of project 2 on : www.pixexpansion.com/projects.html

2008-10-31T16:24:00.002+01:00

contrast
like leaving the path
and the subtle colours of new ideas

2008-10-26T10:55:00.001+01:00

Painting based on a book.
Enjoy the story !

2008-10-25T12:04:00.003+02:00

what are you looking at?

like everything else in life ,
it is not just what you think

take a deep breath
and
notice how it touches 'feeling'

what are you looking at?

2008-10-15T15:38:00.001+02:00

Resolutions gliding through my life.
It's like a massage.
Oh, what a joy to be with me,
to be within the dance of life......

2008-10-05T19:07:00.002+02:00

a flower on the wall
expressing more than words can
as the painter I see more and more that my soul is part of the creative process
expressing more than is obvious
a passion on the wall

2008-10-03T15:37:00.001+02:00

Resting Well

Turbulence

2008-08-28T13:41:00.002+02:00

When it seems to be rough,
just breath and watch the colours.
It has changed before you know it.

No reaction, justbe patient....
knowing this is just passing by......
Breathing and watching the colours !

How to glide beyond control.....

2008-08-25T11:56:00.003+02:00

This is the first stage of a painting I am making.
Beautiful, why should I go on.
And yet, it is kind of empty, what is missing?

Amazing how this resembles how I feel inside.....

New

2008-07-02T21:01:00.000+02:00

freshness

2008-07-01T18:47:00.002+02:00

So much fun in doing, in acting out and expressing.

Also the turbulences are different, while creating with some friends.

Like I've learned a new game to play and feel no players crash in this one.

Amazing grace

2008-06-16T09:41:00.003+02:00

Why is there this urge to look like a child in our society?
Hair is shaved off where it the body is growing it.
Teeth are styled like white as a five year old.
Skins are molded to be like a teenagers, no pimples with it please.
Even the pussies are operated on to look like before puberty.

There is this longing to rejuvenate, a dream of beauty.
It's reflected in the features of children.
But becoming like a childs purity, can also evolve at the inner planes.
And that'll show at the fysical, at the well being of the whole being !
It is a different operation achieving this amazing grace.

Assimilation

2008-06-05T11:38:00.004+02:00

Evolution of a painting is not apparent in the visible picture.
It's about the processing by the painter as well and that might be nice to be told about.

First one is made just after what was called a Camelot tour in England, at the time it was a personal party while dancing with more than could be seen.
Second one followed by the urges to express the inner tremblings about relationships.
The third is showing the opening to lifely joy by the woman on the left.
She forms a symbol for some feelings of the creator of this painting.

The creation of the waterfall and the finishing touch on the third picture (this May) took some years.

Oil painting, 63x 55 cm on panel

Omniversal dance

2008-05-29T13:59:00.000+02:00

Is something that is not my direct, my own exprience real?
As real as I want it to be and the key is "I".
The I eye is the instrument to create my reality.
And there are uncountable opportunities available.
So doesn't that make me the centre of my personal universe?
And with that there are billions of universes.
And these might all be linked as many and form one....

2008-05-27T10:45:00.000+02:00

This is a painting that has a special touch.
With the fysical eyes and an open feeling it is like an entrance to multidimensionality.
As it is always possible to enter, because truely we are always part of the not so obvious dimensions, I use pictures often to get awareness and opening to beyond.

No hocus pocus, just having another consciousness experience.

Expansionate spring time

2008-05-16T11:15:00.000+02:00

2008-05-14T11:20:00.000+02:00

Confusion is a fun landscape in which one can linger as long as prefered.
Like taking more time with and giving more attention to several interesting parts before making the choice.
A fabulous creation it is.

2008-05-13T20:59:00.000+02:00

A fight just draws me in deeper.
Doubting is like fighting.
Tension is like fighting.
Life can feel as fighting.
It takes a special kind of patience to not go in.
Like gliding in a slippery tube, not knowing if I'll get stuck, be able to breath or to be on my way to heaven when I glide.
Grabbing no thing almost feels unnatural and then is transforms to uhm... natural.
And the fun is, the fighting-pressure-hook didn't get in.
Life feels lighter and more sparkling, inviting to be lived.

Got myself an X-ray of a fight and I think it's fascinating now that I am daring to look :

2008-05-12T13:21:00.000+02:00

There is always that twist possible.
Joining movements from one to another to somewhere or nowhere in now here.

Can these be felt?
If I choose so, I can have an experience.
What does it express?
Whatever I make of it.....
That is the fun of being in charge !

Click on the 'ball' to enter the movement of elements.

2008-05-08T11:18:00.000+02:00

I feel in charge

just by allowing to feel open to the stream of life .

No matter its appearance, going beyond.

Life is so fulfilling not restricted by thoughts and emotions and ......

All around, all within , feeling like angels touching my being, but is more ,

cause it is life !

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2008-04-24T15:35:00.000+02:00

Not fighting the waves,
just feel them and daring to life live for real....
that is a way to expand without suffering..... wishing you fun also....

Friend

2008-04-22T11:39:00.000+02:00

Feel.

Gentle

and

Firm

2008-04-15T11:39:00.000+02:00

Joining the four diamonds,
holding and creating the blending of the hearts,
of the black and the white.

Life is different from the duality ages.
I am, so we are creating New Energy now.

Shades of vieuw

2008-04-14T18:35:00.000+02:00

New

2008-04-07T09:36:00.000+02:00

Some years ago
I created this painting.
The feeling to express was 'new',
new energy, new beyond what we are familiar with, NEW.
It is alive and kicking,..... new.
Especially by taking up new perspectives towards life.
This picture seems somewhat old,
it's not what it seems,
the feeling is vivid as never before. The picture inverted :

2008-03-07T16:31:00.000+01:00

This painting is evolving amazingly.
A becoming in an exciting and tender dance.
It is almost scary to carry on .....

2008-03-01T13:17:00.000+01:00

Joyning my hearts.
Joyning with different aspects.
Creates new perspectives,
dare to see the present within......

2008-02-26T15:30:00.000+01:00

When the opposite heart touches base.
The aspects come home.

2008-02-11T13:50:00.000+01:00

It's an art:
Not having any goal
and
breathing not only air, but life also.

2008-02-08T15:59:00.000+01:00

Some strange the pictures I create lately.
Not at all my favorite colourcombinations,
but really expressionate This one is like looking through the eye of an electron-microscope (is this an english word?)

2008-01-31T09:58:00.000+01:00

Just feeling home deep within me.

2008-01-19T12:53:00.000+01:00

When a light shines unveiling the dark places,
revealing my darkness,
o the beauty that shows is birthing a tenderness.
A tender appreciation of Self Love.

Going beyond

2008-01-17T10:41:00.000+01:00

Going beyond the dreading

Breathing life so different

Dancing my own more and more

not depending on you - You can choose it also

Going beyond .

Expressing after attending the Sexual Energy School of the Crimson Circle ,

fascilitated by Marjolein Neefjes and Anita Boom

http://www.tremendra.com/

http://www.levenmetplezier.nl/

http://www.crimsoncircle.com/

2008-01-10T21:46:00.000+01:00

there is just something here, that touches
something intense
that expresses : dances of joy
it feels easy and alive,
when there is something that catches fire inside
neither from the past, nor to the future
just by going step by step
as flowting my own yession

yession as a combination of 'yes' and 'passion'
but it feels so much lighter .....

Yes !

2008-01-04T11:53:00.000+01:00

Creating something .......... accelerates feeling rich.

By the dance of expression .................. life feels alive and expansionate.

Wow , yes !

Startling 2008

2008-01-02T15:34:00.000+01:00

A new chalice being
startling dimensions of new creativity
on to on the new configutation.

Wishing you making your own brilliant choices as I make mine.

2008

retired

2007-11-10T09:55:00.000+01:00

Yes, I ate that apple in paradise

Lived in the creation of not feeling connected, of being retarded, splashed, pieced.

Now I am retired from that creation.

Picking up the pieces to create a new peace.

Up to a new live with all the experiences in my being.

And still loving apples.

Relationship

2007-11-06T16:42:00.000+01:00

I am captain on my relation ship.
You are captain on your ship.

Let's keep it that way.
Leave my steering-wheel to me,
as I let you control yours.

Makes our relation so much more clear.
Let us sale our ships into true adventures.
We both will feel our passion and our joy flame ! at our relationships...............

Now

2007-11-01T16:36:00.000+01:00

Now it seems time to be naked,
feel and live.
From within there is light, is life.
When I sit quietly,
nothing to change, create or deny,
I am open.
More than my human intelligence flows now.

2007-10-31T14:55:00.000+01:00

For now we are moving in setting up a different lightshow.

The horizontal, the earth realm is where it happens,

with the vertical, the more etherial realms are crossing gently to observe.

So with a human in the lead at the adventure,

why not choose a full sense of feeling alive.

To make the adventure feeling true in our whole being....

and therefor sharing far beyond !

Water

2007-10-29T09:39:00.000+01:00

Like running water
A blur
so it seems
Slowly something is showing
I have to be patient
when my life is like that
From experience I know
it will get clearer after this.

2007-10-13T19:00:00.000+02:00

it's a funny world

There is a lot going on beneath the surface.

what is the surface ?

breath of birthing

2007-10-09T10:47:00.000+02:00

Feeling how I breathe,
informs me about what is going on.

But also:

when I choose something,
my breath becomes supportive to that choice.

oh what difference

and what a joyful experience it is

Say yourself

2007-10-04T14:27:00.000+02:00

While I am being loved by me,
it's pretty easy to feel safe.
Pretty easy to be brave in every now.
It's the same with yourself.

When everybody is in touch with the I love me, myself and I
What would the world look like?
Would we need that much things and emotional plays and ..... ?

By that I feel, Jeshua said: I am the way, is stripped .
The total saying is : say to yourself " I am the way"
Say from within yourself : " I am the way!"

That is getting in touch with the whole and balanced self.

2007-10-02T12:59:00.000+02:00

This picture is something that is a problem to me,
dancing with the questions I ask myself concerning the problem and the solutions.
Before I know an answer , it is beautiful already.
Just love this !

2007-10-01T10:06:00.000+02:00

How strange,
that this picture is ugly in a sense,
nothing is really showing,
but still there is something that hits me.
Expression without words.

2007-09-29T17:42:00.000+02:00

Things that were my 'have-to es', are spaces of relaxing nowadays.

When there seems to be nothing , I am having so much fun.

Just in myself, fun in me.

Freedom is like that !

It's possible to change the world, just by yourself !

2007-09-28T09:46:00.000+02:00

There is always a possibility to see from a different perspective in the same moment.
( it actually makes living more interesting, fulfilling and intense.)
There are as many perspectives as you choose and
always more than you have chosen.
Not mind stuff actually.
Just open and allow different views and your world changes,
just by the way you perceive it.

2007-09-23T14:31:00.000+02:00

2007-09-21T15:43:00.000+02:00

Sensations of beauty are created by all experiences together !

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MOVING

2007-09-20T10:47:00.000+02:00

2007-09-19T13:40:00.000+02:00

new energy alive

like at home in oneself

now it is never the same anymore

the expression of me

Party time

2007-09-16T11:12:00.000+02:00

all kind of celebrations going on

party time swirling

and its not about getting drugged and being blurr, but

it's about living to the fullest

by feeling alive !

2007-09-11T13:32:00.000+02:00

a moment in time

2007-09-07T09:42:00.001+02:00

It interesting and comforting to see more than just plain human life.
Like being freed from a cell as the only excisting reality.
YYYYYYYYYEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-08-30T17:58:00.000+02:00

A wave to fly on and flowing a web
feels so different.

No sense makes sense somehow.

More than before. Feels like falling while sitting on the ground......

2007-08-27T10:21:00.000+02:00

this one is showing the energy around my birthday.
.... rainbow colours and crystalline dances ....
a new year

2007-08-10T17:17:00.000+02:00

interactive creating
life
when I watch this painting it feels like there are sounds along with it.....

2007-08-07T20:16:00.000+02:00

all colours merging and dancing
this is like the layout of our ventures
like a completion
an ending of an era
watch the completion party unfold

2007-08-02T17:33:00.000+02:00

I am like the centre of the universe
....

that is how I perceive,
as I am the perceiver , the one who is aware and writing this.

the same can be applied and is noticed in every other being
you can say the same: I am the centre of the universe
and it is equally true

so maybe it is a great law in the universe....
that every being has a consciousness of being a centre

especially children are truely acting it out
and in a way I like that they do
I don't dare anymore....

it hangs around, it comes around

2007-07-31T21:36:00.000+02:00

yesterday evening I created lots of pictures on the computer
this one has this special touch:

a had this sense of colours all day
just a feeling, my eyes couldn't find them
and this picture kind of shows the feeling
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